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Walls
03:27
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Why can't I hear you?
Behind these walls
I am so afraid.
There’s so much to you that I want to say.
Why can’t I see you?
I live behind iron walls.
Barriers just built to fall.
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Dumpster Full of Glass
02:38
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A dumpster full of glass
dulled with furnace heat:
I climbed in and dug.
Light refracted everywhere.
There's a reflection….
What's dripping from the glass?
It's running down my arms.
What I’m trying to say--
I never felt so much beauty
while still feeling so alone.
I’m not good enough for you.
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Never
02:34
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I thought that this time
it would be different,
but I don’t see light.
No, I don’t see light. I don’t see light.
Will you never
say never
again?
All I see is you.
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Chestnut Hill
03:02
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How do I keep--
I keep coming back
to this dream?
My eyes sting.
I can’t stop thinking about
how the mist clung to the cracked
mountains like static.
There were echoes in the moisture.
I was the dead tree still standing,
and you… you were the air.
We cross the bridge
into the mountains,
through the valley and ridge,
to Chestnut Hill.
There's a swing that hangs
from a branch of a tree;
I just close my eyes
and I swing.
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Fading
01:56
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Where have you been?
I’ve been waiting for the end to begin.
Your mother says to stop,
and then you take another one.
Your father says to stop,
and yet you take another one.
I’ve been waiting for the end to begin.
It’s going to kill you. This is your end.
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Lung Compliance
02:39
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It Won't Be Pretty
01:44
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I can already see
how this is going to end.
‘Cause I can see it--
It won’t be pretty.
I’m aching with loss.
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Body
03:12
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Do you think the body stays cold?
Cold wind tore across the mountainside
as dry leaves scraped on by,
but we were warm
with possibility.
I can't feel my fingers.
I can't feel my toes.
Do you think the body stays cold?
If then I’d have died,
it would have been alright.
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Lost Our Way
01:17
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We were so young,
holding onto our pain.
How do I let go?
And if love came easy
without a life of aching,
we would have lost our way.
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Without You
06:37
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You need darkness
to grow.
And we keep talking
about how this is the end.
This is the last time.
The last time; the last time.
I can't do it anymore.
This is the last time.
In that stairwell
I felt the earth
shifting slowly
without you.
For a moment
time stood still.
I keep living
without you.
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